It is the feeling when you start painting. When you come up to the canvas, put brushes and colors around and get ready. When you decide which painting you want to work on today, depending upon your mood. And when you know you have time for that, happiness comes in waves! Then of course, you get these pains of creation, doubts and worries. But this first moment… So clear and bright. It gives me reasons to think that it is my vocation and it is something I must do in life.